Maybe you experience to something that I struggle with so far. I find out that myself is difficult to stay consistent with something. In my religion, Islam, I am used to call it as Istiqomah. It’s difficult one. When doing something or if I have a new goal in my life or I want to have a new habit, for instance memorize Al-Qur’an. In the beginning of weeks, I feel so excited to finish my goal to become Hafidzah although I stuck in some ayah. But, when I have done my habits for long period, just feel my zest is kind of decreasing. If I stuck in a ayah, I want to emphasize, just one ayah that so difficult to memorize, I am triggered to reproach (honestly, it wasn’t me). “What the heck happened!”
During this holiday (I hope this truly holiday), I want to read a book which for a long time ago I really really want to finish it. But unfortunately, I haven’t. “Seven Habits of Highly Effective People” by Stephen R Covey. I hope I can finish it before everything run uncontrollably.
Banyuwangi, 8 June 2018